haha just as i thought..i would only get really angry after reading your post..you are...selfish selfish fucking selfish. don't mind my language please..
Joline is right. please don't base your ASSUMPTIONS on what you see. we have been what, 2 years of friends? and you just get upset over a thing that you probably misunderstood? I'm thoroughly disappointed. knowing you, you're probably pissed at this point thinking that it is not a misunderstanding blah blah. but ask yourself, do you know what we were doing that day? did you come over and ask? did you even try to understand the situation before you confirmed your ASSUMPTIONS?
the definition of assumption: a thing that is THOUGHT to be true or certain to happen, but is NOT PROVED.
I'm sure you know what I'm talking about now. i won't say sorry neither would i admit that what i did was wrong. but if my remarks previously hurt your feelings then i am sorry. that was probably my fault. you know very well why Joline and i are helping her. what do you want us to do? go to you pat your back and say you're doing very well? what do you expect from us? to praise your every ball shot into the net? you know very well that if you strive too hard to hear the praises from other people lips the more you won't get to hear it...so what? people don't say you're good means you get angry? means you think you're inferior to the rest? and its not like you don't know what our team lacks. I'm not saying that you're not good enough or whatever but you know yourself where the problem lies. its not with you, its with the whole team. understand that some things are not meant to be. you know very well that with her ability she can help us. we know that you guys are putting effort too. if it seems to you as though we don't appreciate your effort then think that way. i don't care. but take note that if you continue like this you will always be stuck in your original position. maybe its not in my position to say stuff like that but please..don't be so damn childish. i like you very very much as a friend and appreciate that you were always there for me when i need you but if you trust us that little then seriously whats the point of playing as a team? remember i told you before, you must have confidence in yourself...but please don't build your confidence on the praises of others because this way you'll only end up getting yourself hurt. then again, don't get affected by what others say about you. you know the power of a person's tongue, it can hurt your feelings terribly. so are you going to stupidly succumb to their remarks? Anw its up to you...
if you're going to live your life listening to other peoples remarks and waiting for other peoples praises you, you are screwed.