[ the story of me, not you. ] ][

Monday, May 26, 2008

first day of training.
haha today was okay lah. except the last part was super tiring haha yenyi's ball keep flying out of my reach! so irritating. so first i ran to the exreme left, then i ran to the extreme right then whe the ball finally bounce in front of me, i was too short to get it and the dum ball flew over me?!?! haha could see LEENA and MAGDALENE laughing at me.
hmm. i should learn to control my temper to those people i've offended in the court, i'm really sorry. i get tensed up when i play basketball easily so if i've offended you in one way or another, don't take it to heart. i didn't mean it. sorry.
my head hurts. i got headache.

thE gamE
------ 5:39 AM ------

Sunday, May 25, 2008

c div is coming. can we make it? hmm i guess i don't want to think so much all i want to do is train. i can't gurantee that i'll put my best in trainings and competitions becuse i don't know whats my best. well the truth is, i dont think i will be able to play c div this year.

thE gamE
------ 3:36 AM ------
Thursday, May 22, 2008

just watched hwa chong match today and realised that there was a lot of things that i needed improvement on.

every part of my body feels like its breaking. my knee is dropping my back is aching im feeling do giddy. argh. the feeling on happiness thati once had when i had training is now gone. i don't know how to get it back. i don't have that desire to play anymore. how did i get through last year?? where has my passion gone to?

thE gamE
------ 5:45 AM ------
Tuesday, May 20, 2008

i've been playing ball for a long long time. should it be time i stop playing and put the ball down?if there's no chance of winning then do i continue playing? if i have no confidence in winning this match then do i stop half way?
i want YOU to tell me YOUR answer.

thE gamE
------ 6:53 AM ------
Saturday, May 17, 2008

henderson sec
queensway sec
mayflower sec
can we do it??

thE gamE
------ 1:09 AM ------
Thursday, May 1, 2008

we had a team talk recently...this talk made think about many many things...

when i first came to cedar, i hated the school i hated to play basketball with the team. it made me think about anglican and i missed anglican more and more. i tried to convince my mum to transfer back many many times but it never worked. once, i just couldn't stand the pressure until i felt like quitting the sport i loved most, basketball. i often couldn't couldn't accept the fact that i was in cedar and i thought that as each passing day i stayed in cedar, i would hate cedar more and more. but i soon i started to like cedar, i don't know when i began to like it but i know i was feeling the cedar spirit. during sports day, the enthusiasm cedar showed was amazing the cheers were shouted in unison and at that point, i felt so proud to be in cedar. what made me like cedar the most was the sec 3 basketballers, and the whole 2S class. yupp, i had a lot of stress in cedar, coping with the studies was an almost impossible task. i couldn't keep up with the amount of work.but lots of stuff made it all worthwhile. all the sec 3 basketball seniors were always there, always caring about us. jiajian, wanjun,melinda,jiamin,yilei,lynn,magdelene,serene,audrey
you guys taught me a lot of stuff. and our professional 2S=) samantha, joan, yanting, jo ann, peiyan, tiffany, taffy, leng jen, joline, stephnie, shixian, xinying, yingchao, hanjian, yuwei, hongpei, amanda, meredith, esther.

after the team talk, maybe many of you are still unsatisfied with the way things are. if you guys don't like to stay in the team because you don't like basketball then you can quit because i think thats a very valid reason. but if your reason is because you feel inferior or smth else, then please don't quit. liking basketball comes from the heart, i know many people who continue playing basketball because they love the sport. so what if you don't get to play in the competitions? so what if coach don't put you in despite the tremendous effort you put in? your passion for basketball is there, and it will never go away. i guess many of you should just ask yourself. why are you playing basketball? if you are playing to win, if you are playing for the glory, or if you are playing to act cool, then please don't bother sweating under the hot sun with us. its not worth it. I've been playing basketball since i could hold the ball. basketbal is not just a sport to me anymore. its half of my life. i don't like trainings i hate to run but since I'm already halfway might as well put in my best effort right? many people laugh at this year c'div. saying that we cannot make it far, are you guys just gonna sit there and be laugh at? you all know how many trainings we have and how tedious our trainings are. do you just want to join in the c'div competitions and come back with nothing after our many months of hardwork?if you ask me, i don't want that to happen. i know we can do it. sec 2 basketballers: lets trust coach alright? trust that his coaching abilities can carry us to greater heights.you all claim that he is the best coach, prove it. to be a good coach means you can transform a bad team to a good one. i think the best gift we can give him is to win something back for him. are we going to do it? as a whole team. ALL the sec 2 and sec 1.

thE gamE
------ 5:51 AM ------