[ [ the story of me, not you. ] ]

Friday, March 14, 2008

...i just read abt the fun you guys had in taiwan..=(i sure missed out on a lot eh?sometimes i just wana go back to my old life where i had you, boh, and everything i loved..great that you guys are back but why do i seem to feel more sad when you guys are back?maybe cause you guys had so much fun i feel left out..during those days you guys were in taiwan i often looked up to the sky and wonder wad you guys were doing at this point of time..my life seems to be in control of my parents now..i can't seem to be able to make my own decisions i can't do anything..sometimes i just don't know why i'm living on this earth..i know god has a purpose for me but i just wana say i'm freaking tired.

i just wana shout at the whole world..why some people can just do whatever they like and get away with it? my life seems to be the exact opposite of theirs. i feel like a robot. doing the things everybody wants me to do, saying things that would please people even if its a complete lie.my life was not like that before. nobody knows how i feel like because nobody has gone through stuff that i have gone through.

people has limits and i think i've passed my limit.

thE gamE
------ 6:57 AM ------

*the player*

Name
Rachel Wang

School
haig girls>>cedar girls

Aspirations
nationals top 8
singledigit
dedicated christian
slim down!
YGF

Be content with what you have, for God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." So say with confidence, "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid."- Hebrews 13:5,6

*teammates*

[shirlyn]
[dionysia]
[tashryn]
[yiting]
[frend]
[frend]
[lee]
[yao TOH xueling]
[zhi sen]
[frend]
[frend]
[amandape]
[lobbie]
[frend]
[zoe]
[BOH]
[MOQI :)]
[Hmonkey]
[frend]
[frend]

`dEsignEr`