[ [ the story of me, not you. ] ]

Sunday, November 8, 2009

hahaha sorry joline i was too tired to type your post yesterday so i shall type it today =D tho its a bit late =D haha happybirthday line! hope you enjoyed yesterday =D haha thanks for being such a great friend! going wif me to ahs church camp tho you dont know much people there, going home the long way with me, hearing me complain about this and that, and a lot more =D haha and tho we moved to a new class with new friends and all im glad we didnt stray apart =D

hahaha this year passed really fast, with the bdiv season coming to an end and the snrs going to start studying for their olevels.. haha now their olevel is ending in a few days time =D haha hmm..so thanks for always being there for me, and supporting me. HAHA i was really touched when you said that you'll go BAS to support me if i play for siglap HAHA whether you meant it or not, it was still nice of you =D HAHA. so.. i know this year held a lot of drawbacks for you, but im sure you'll be able to pick yourself up again =D hmm.lets go all out for Bdiv next year okay? no more eating fast food no more drinking soft drinks (HAHA im like more or less referring to myself, you're too healthy alr HAHA) okay.. so thats all =D HAHA.

takecare =D love you.

love,

HAHA =D

thE gamE
------ 5:37 PM ------

Friday, July 24, 2009

if you don't have the strength to stand up again i'll always be here to support you.
remember?
lets step out of this bad result thing together okay? as you know i didn't do really well either but i'll be glad to try my best to assist you in anyway possible ya? and..you'd better promise to do the same =D haha now you know where you have gone wrong, just pick up from where you left off. i'm sure you can do it. =D we'll study hard for end of years first then after EYE we choing basketball okay?=DD hehheh.=D
all the best fellow moqi!=D don't give up halfway okay?=D

love you (NOT in the les way tho) =D

thE gamE
------ 8:32 AM ------
Friday, June 5, 2009

i've got myself into a one to one duel..and you'll never guess who my opponent is.....my MUM.

''rachel!!! off your computer NOWWW!!! come down to walk with your father and i.''
seriously. what gave her the impression that i want to WALK with them?!?!!? their pace is.. hahahaha come to think of it, i think i inherited their slow walking pace seeing that i ALWAYS have to catch up with my dearest moqi who appears to zoom infront of me. don't even know what she is rushing for la! hahaha=D okay so going back..i will say

''uh..DON'T WANT LA! you come and play basketball with me la!!!'' and then there was silence.

''COME LA! I TAKE THE BALL AND THROW AT YOUR HEAD AR! THEN I TAKE THE BALL AND THROW AT YOUR COMPUTER! YOU THINK YOU VERY GOOD AR?!?'' wa..-.- her tremendous voice almost cause our whole house to collasp la. sure mum..by the time you carry the ball to my face i'll be standing there obediently waiting for you to throw the ball at me=DDD

hehheh. anw. she is the bomb la super patient. every half an hour can come to my bed and wake me up. she'll lean super close to my face and exclaim ''AIYOH!! YOU SEE LA SLEEP UNTIL LIKE THAT I CAN SEE FIVE PIMPLES ON YOUR FACE ALREADY!'' and then when i don't wake up she'll use another tactic like..''FRANKIE AR! WE GO AND EAT MEGUMI(its the name for a super nice jap restaurant) WITHOUT YOUR DAUGHTER! LET HER SLEEP THEN I CAN EAT MORE SHASHIMI blahblahblah'' one of these days i should go search for a shouting contest then sign my mum up=D heh can earn money=DD haha

its like the start of hols only? and my mum want to snatch away my computer!!! hmph. it helps when i'm taller than her..=DD so when i get really angry at her i can just stand up and glare down at her=DD hehheh but only can do that when she is in a good mood or else the consequences will be dire. haha
its pretty fun tho=D hahaha to tease my mum=D our special way of communication. even my dad can't stand it. when we were in TM today i refused to talk to my mum after eating lunch hahaha it was quite hilarious cause she come to me then whisper to me ''eh rachel you see that women she admiring my coach bag leh''
''you go away la!! i don't want to talk to you!!''
haha my dad was like ''okay girls..don't quarrel. rachel you stand here'' pull me to his left side ''then carol you stand here'' pull my mum to his right side. then to me ''rachel don't be so fierce to your mum la she very nice one'' to my mum ''carol ar. don't everyday nag la aiyoh we hear until very tired already.'' ''okay! problem solved'' my dad smile super widely to himself and then...''we go and eat dessert. what you all want to eat??'' HAHAHAHA.=DD food always solve all things=D

okay my mum is nagging again.=D life at home is getting pretty interesting=D
hehheh eh i would like to sincerely apologise to all the korean fans in 3/O i didn't mean to say that boys before flowers is not a nice show.. ITS AWESOME!!!!=DD haha no as in...seriously good. hahaha =DD the guys are hot stuff. =D esp kim bum=DD

thE gamE
------ 5:26 AM ------
Friday, May 8, 2009

joline wearing TOH SHERLIN'S shirt. haha doesn't pay to rush eh? HAHA
presenting to you...taiwan's english,
...and chinese version
VERY CUTE!=DD
ACT CUTE!!!!=DD

i lost terribly=((((but...its okay! i lost to somebody who is way better than me!=DD(I'm not trying to be sarcastic here) haha fine. actually i didn't lose. BUT............thats because YOU never gave me the chance=((((( SOBBIES.
HAHAHA actually i called to find you, i was going to give you a super long lecture on how you shouldn't pangseh your AWESOME friend cum moqi (namely ME!). As the phone rang, i diligently prepared for my long speech. but guess what?? joline came on to the phone and said she was sleeping-.- haha okay la fine.that was not joline (TECHNICALLY SPEAKING) it was her FIRST(whatever) moqi-.- -.- -.- really...you two sound super alike, esp when joy doesn't give that very manly ''hello''. anw, thanks to the info that your very resourceful twin gave me, i shall call you at 7pm!! hahahahaha you two got so much connection that she can predict what time you wake up la! hahaha i predict you sleep until 8pm!=D if i win i shall upgrade to FIRST moqi okay?? um...upon careful consideration..i think...i don't want to upgrade already..later you think i so happy to be your moqi........HAHAHAHAHA. okay fine...you can stop giving me THE look already. HAHAHAHA. seriously joline you can stop giving that look.

HAHA

i just realised..this is the first time in..5years my hair is below my shoulders=DD i shall grow long hair.=D

thE gamE
------ 3:46 AM ------
Thursday, April 30, 2009

would you believe that your super ridiculous request and your super slow working EQ brain is driving me crazy. but somehow, no matter how insane i go, there will always be a conscious part of me knowing that I've made the freaking right choice.
that's the irritating part. ugh. putting down never seems as easy as taking up.
this one-sided thing is killing me..haha i should transfer to a school with nothing but hot Eurasians=DDD see how YOU feel about that!

okay..i think I'm getting childish...anyway, this is NOT about trust...

thE gamE
------ 8:43 PM ------
Thursday, April 16, 2009

haha just as i thought..i would only get really angry after reading your post..you are...selfish selfish fucking selfish. don't mind my language please..

Joline is right. please don't base your ASSUMPTIONS on what you see. we have been what, 2 years of friends? and you just get upset over a thing that you probably misunderstood? I'm thoroughly disappointed. knowing you, you're probably pissed at this point thinking that it is not a misunderstanding blah blah. but ask yourself, do you know what we were doing that day? did you come over and ask? did you even try to understand the situation before you confirmed your ASSUMPTIONS?

the definition of assumption: a thing that is THOUGHT to be true or certain to happen, but is NOT PROVED.

I'm sure you know what I'm talking about now. i won't say sorry neither would i admit that what i did was wrong. but if my remarks previously hurt your feelings then i am sorry. that was probably my fault. you know very well why Joline and i are helping her. what do you want us to do? go to you pat your back and say you're doing very well? what do you expect from us? to praise your every ball shot into the net? you know very well that if you strive too hard to hear the praises from other people lips the more you won't get to hear it...so what? people don't say you're good means you get angry? means you think you're inferior to the rest? and its not like you don't know what our team lacks. I'm not saying that you're not good enough or whatever but you know yourself where the problem lies. its not with you, its with the whole team. understand that some things are not meant to be. you know very well that with her ability she can help us. we know that you guys are putting effort too. if it seems to you as though we don't appreciate your effort then think that way. i don't care. but take note that if you continue like this you will always be stuck in your original position. maybe its not in my position to say stuff like that but please..don't be so damn childish. i like you very very much as a friend and appreciate that you were always there for me when i need you but if you trust us that little then seriously whats the point of playing as a team? remember i told you before, you must have confidence in yourself...but please don't build your confidence on the praises of others because this way you'll only end up getting yourself hurt. then again, don't get affected by what others say about you. you know the power of a person's tongue, it can hurt your feelings terribly. so are you going to stupidly succumb to their remarks? Anw its up to you...
if you're going to live your life listening to other peoples remarks and waiting for other peoples praises you, you are screwed.

thE gamE
------ 2:40 AM ------
Tuesday, April 7, 2009

The day history was broken by us. proud to be part of cedar basketball=D

There's nth more to say about the match..its over so no point brooding about what we could have done better or what we did not do. everybody persevered till the end and thats what the cedar spirit is all about isn't it? never giving up till the buzzer beeps.=D training without the seniors...there is no way to describe how it feels. when i first came into cedar basketball until now, i have been training with you guys all the while. laughing, complaining suaning each other hahaha its all precious memories that i would carry with me wherever i go.=D

first day of training:
me-eh you know who wanjun is?
JAYE-D.U.H (and then give me the super act cute look HAHA)

me-(doing the last part of footwork; the one that you're suppose to kick your leg one)
wanjun-eh what you doing?!?!?! not walking la!
me-thinking in my head 'huh? but you also walking wad..-.-'

me-eh eh you're jiamin right?
jiamin-(give me the are-you-stupid face)

erm..haha got quite a lot of people nvr really remember cause nvr talk to you all a lot during my first few days in cedar.=D but those days we spent together is unforgettable. those nonsense topics we talk about before JL comes or even when we are doing drills. all the complains before training. its only when you guys are gone that i realised how boring and quiet training is without you guys. but really..JL stop scolding us as much as when you guys are training with us HAHAHA=D but i think he misses you guys too. all our attempts to slack ESPECIALLY our dear vice-captian=D haha every time ''eh you run la i today very tired'' or ''eh walao today my butt cramp leg cramp everywhere cramp leh! you also anot?'' and Melinda's super cold jokes.=D Serene's constant scolding me for pronouncing her name wrongly.=D jiajian's obsession over her perfect hair and pimpless face.=D Lynn's thinking that she very pretty and teasing her about loving that weird cockroach.=D yilei's quietness and smiling.=D mag's slowness and only realising that people are talking about her 3seconds later.=D jiamin's super dao face and always warning us to be quiet cause JL angry.=D audrey's super fast and continuous running..wa partner you really can lose weight..=D no more grouping with jaye and jamie for 3 people. =D rmb our formation the 'come' and 'jamie screen' and loads more haha and jiajian's super far long pass hahaha very out of range and poor jiamin have to run out of the basketball court to catch it haha.=D and my forward partner for 5 on 5 haha everytime take audrey and mag so we can change 2 at a time=D haha
Now everything won't replay itself there would be no more teasing each other no more training together no more going out after training and gossiping about everything.
I just want to say, my life in cedar was so colourful thanks to you guys. playing basketball would be different without you all. you guys let me learn: how important it is to give your best at every game, how to believe in your teammates, how throwing your temper on court will not help anything, how to be confident in yourself and how to persevere to the end.
Most importantly, you guys became more than just seniors, you guys became my good friends.=D friends who would joke with you, share your troubles and your joy. friends who would always be there to pick you up when you fall.=D
thank you so so much=D

HAHA erm no link..but this is for jaye since your birthday is coming up=D hope you remember me wherever you go HAHA=DDD yes i know you love me very much=DD

thE gamE
------ 5:26 AM ------